MATURE People only please!!!... It's serious... =/?

So I'm pregnant and I am 23 years old (first pregnancy) I only have my high school diploma and I work full time, I would like to continue school to become an LVN, I know I will be able to do it no matter what except that with a child it will be HARD!!!!... I'm 5 weeks prego... BUT my boyfriend is a police officer and I been with him for 6 years... he doesn't want the child cause he says we aren't ready... (B.S., He's ready, I'm not)... he thinks that I wont do anything with myself if: I have a child now, If we even get engaged or married (without the child)... What do you suggest I do... I hate what I'm going through right now and I don't wish this to anyone...